This is crazy to think about, plus realizing something else from what I am about to write here today! So I was looking at my Facebook as I usually do everyday and today it popped up in a reel where I had placed a bouquet of flowers at my cousin’s gate, because her husband EJ committed suicide three years ago due to the fact that his wife had been cheating on him and that he went crazy supposedly. However, I have been around this man and he is a big ol’teddy bear but they say that he shot himself at Church Rock. If you happen to see a ghost in that area, well that is why. I think that they said that it was done near the area that has a well. 

Well what can I say except the fact that I myself am a Nelson, maiden name, because I married I went ahead and took my husband’s last name. However, I will not lie and state that I love my maiden name so much that I have a tattoo of it on my right arm and of course the Nelson blood runs through my veins. Now the important people within this family have already passed and so my dad is the eldest Nelson. There is also his baby sister Julie, but that bitch has no say so, because I am the daughter of the eldest. As for EJ I say that he was the heart, because living with these people that say they are family are not, because none of them have a heart, but not as black as mine. 

To think that when I got that reel reminder, I realized that a couple days before the suicide I ended up trying to commit suicide as well, which did not take effect, but I was put on 24 hour watch, just to find out my sister tried to have me killed, all due to jealousy. Luckily I survived the ordeal, but I guess EJ got the jest of it and there are always consequences that come with being Navajo. One of them being that as Navajo’s we are supposed to stay clear of any relationships, until the spouse has passed and according to our 

traditions; we are not supposed to marry until 2 years has passed. In Murn’s case, this bitch just continued her relationship with the man she was cheating with on EJ. None of my family even abides by tradition and I have to say that I am utterly tired of all the bullshit that people try to present themselves as great. Fuck ya’ll I am the only traditionalist in all families.