Well when I was younger I would have disagreed with this sentence because it wasn’t something that I believed in, but II did make a wish when I was in Korea and well that wish came true and faster than I thought. I mean I ended up with someone that I never knew would not stop loving me. Everything I do he loves and loves all my styles. I met my husband 25 years ago and yes, we have been together that long as well, but married for 24 years this year in December. What sucks is that everyone is jealous that I have happened to stay and keep a man for all these years. A very tom-boy girl, because I mean I prefer tools to jewelry. I love trucks and I love to travel and be outdoors. Granted that I met my true love in Korea I was always aa different chick and that is what I have always known and wear confidently. When I was in my 20’s I would disgree with that term of “Soulmate”, I would still have that feeling in the beginning of my 30’s, but then eventually you start to see that there is much more than just what people see.
Shit being with someone this long is dedication, loyalty, and fucking not leaving a soldier behind. My husband has seen me go to Hell and back again multiple times and we have been close to splitting up, but have fought our little battles and wars, but we are always there for each other. Good times,bad times,but always together. After being together for so long, you start to realize that you and your soulmate have now capable of telepathy! Yes, I said telepathy, because there are times I think something and my husband says it out loud. When certain music comes out or certain things that remind us about other movies we end up saying things that we were both thinking. Maybe this is due to the fact that we have a bond so close that one or both of us would die for each other. I am now in my 40’s and if I had to die for my husband or my daughter because I love them that much. My parents on the other hand, nah I wouldn’t die for either. Plus they are already too old. My true parents, well I lost them years ago and now I am stuck with what I have.
Now if you are someone that really knows me, know that I do not trust easily or at all because my dad’s side of the family fucked that shit up for me. Always promising that they would do this or that and always being disappointed. This is where I got used to being told lies, then there are my parents that just abused me, and then my past MST. I have even told my parents that I do not trust them either, but after so many years I trust my husband and definitely my daughter. Those are my true soulmates next to my animals that I have had over the years. All my parents do is continue to pick at my mental health, when they should realize that there are dire consequences on going against me. Either way I am bothered by the factor that my dad gave me shit about the hogan and the way that it was painted and if he disrespects my daughter in anyway, well I hope he doesn’t try anything, but I will say that I am willing to move away and never come back, because there is no family here for me. Now if you family, well I know you love to hate me, but it is a different love, plus I am the evil one, so treat me as so. Other than that I am dead to everyone except those that really matter.
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