Heads Up Soldiers!!!

I keep preaching this and will always do so, because this is someone that has been outed as a Sex Offender, but there are times that he is following me. Keeping tabs on where and what I am doing! In this photo he was an E-5 Sergeant of Outside Plant in Camp Casey, Korea. He was also married and I think has kids, but at the time that CID (Criminal Investigation Division) had gotten a hold of me, because a Army lawyer was wanting me to testify against Valentine, because another female reported him and how he is touchy feely. Unfortunately, they never used my testimony and ended up restarting my trauma again. Plus at the time I did not have Veteran Affairs helping me with my depression. To believe I survived 14 years without mental health care! I know your probably thinking, WHY?? Well the answer is the fact that they pushed me out of the military as someone that could not cope and I didn’t get benefits until 2010 and that was just for school, nothing medical yet since Texas, El Paso is a complete asshole on helping their Veterans.

I will admit that I am not perfect and I do happen to have suicidal tendencies, but I am still alive and pushing forward to make others/world/country aware that our soldiers, marines, navy personnel and airforce have to deal with things of this nature, but they are not all tried right. Example after the court ordeal they ended up demoting him from Master Sergeant to Sergeant First Class, court-martialed and was given full benefits, while I had to claw my way through HELL and back without those benefits. It also sucks that there were literally 13 other soldiers witnessed my assault or after effects and yet they turned a blind eye to what I went through. This is coming from the fact that my lawyer was also a female and my company Sergeant Major, and none of them gave a shit.

Plus I can tell you that being under the influence of Rufilin is not great, because in my case I did try to run away several times, but never fully made it out. I mean to wonder what the fuck this asshole did to me when I was out and then taking me back to my room after assaulting me, and I have no idea how many times. However, he is not the only one that sexually assaulted me because there was a time that I tried to run from Valentine and had slipped into one of the other soldiers rooms, named Gabriel Ferrara and instead of helping me, I guess because we had been together before that he just grabbed me and started his assault, but when I said “stop, and no” he stopped, but after the way the company handled everything there was no way that I would be able to report that and think that something would happen. It’s like they say “insanity is defined as doing something over and over with no results!” Well that is exactly what happened so I was not able and even up to this day I have not seen any type of justice, but I want soldiers/people to know that they are not alone and that I am here if they want to talk or share their stories. If you support my cause, please share, like, comment. Thank you and you are not alone!