Well to be truthful, telling my family that does not live here in my fence line to “FUCK OFF”, that they should just see me as dead and forget me. I finally see the truth that my parents are barely seeing and that is no matter what I do not quit and when I say I am going to do something I do. For years I had to have been punishing myself, because those that I thought cared, really don’t give a shit. I have been to hell and back many times, believe me I know a shortcut as well. To think I meant something to someone and all this time I wasted on these people that wanted to seem decent. I will say they are toxic and I have had enough and truthfully I do not have fear in my heart from all the abuse, pain and suffering I have gone through and not one of those so-called pieces of shit were here witnessing my pain. Even when lives have been saved by myself and my daughter.
Without us you would be the enemies, but then again they say keep your enemies closer, which I do and I am always doing something unexpected. I mean I have been told that I was the disgrace to the family well I am running proud with that title, because that just means I have nothing in common with the common people that have no idea what sacrifice is and what I have is something you would never want, but I survived it twice. I am rich not because I have money, but because I have both my parents alive, well, and getting older day by day, but I am here to help them if and when they need it. My mom’s other kids well all I can say is pathetic, hopeless, and wasteful, as far as I am concerned all they have is their RAPIST daddy. Also the person that used to beat my mom before she married my dad who has never laid a hand on her. I know he took everything out on me. So that is my positive change, getting rid of things I don’t need or want. I have no heart, I have no soul, and do yourself a favor and really think do you want to try it?????
MisterJkr 
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