Always being compared to someone else?

Well all my life my parents have compared me to my niece and one day I got tired of it and told my parents about how I felt and they have stopped that. Especially when they were thinking she was an innocent person, when she was the one introducing me to alcohol and weed. My brother only showed me cigs, but that was one thing I never picked up. Well this niece was someone I thought I could really talk to about the ways that I was feeling and what I went through. This is when I called her from Korea, and what does this bitch do? She fucking turns it around on me and states, “well I’ve been molested and no one knows.” She really flipped it so I could feel sorry for her, but that’s fine, I’m barely related and she is someone I do not need in my life.

The other thing that has always bothered me is the fact that growing up true Navajo for me, my niece would complain about everything if we were in Red Lake. She would complain about the sheep, the smell and would pretty much put down her half side of her being. Then years later I am hearing that she loves Mutton and that she is into the Native life. Well just because you can create something beautiful and because you seem like you care for your people, you don’t. I have seen the real you, just like my sister Bert. Plus did you forget when Chris used to touch our butts when he walked by????? If you didn’t or deny it, I know what I felt and saw. If you read this and you know who you are, I gives a shit about you, because I know who you really are and it just shows me that you just retarded, because you were the one that already said I am a DISGRACE to the family. What family, I have none, unless you are my husband, daughter and parents. All you other people FUCK YOU in more ways than one, keep to yourself and I’ll keep to myself. Pretend I am DEAD, because you are to me. That is the reason no one has my number and no one has my facebook friendship. All the true people that were my family have passed on, and now I am stuck with the losers. As the Joker I just look at you as another joke and could care less, even if you would go tomorrow. I would probably say FUCK U, give you the bird and laughing with happiness and evil behind me. Hahahaha.