Also known as Bert, well what can I say accept that I never had a connection with her and she doesn’t even look native most of the time. She mainly looks like her white daddy, but you can tell she takes after my mom. As for me, I don’t really look like either, but instead a mixture my husband stated that I have some features of my uncle Roy, who not only was a great medicine man, but a very intelligent one. I’m not sure many know, but Roy was a veteran of the United States Navy and he also was able to attain the title of being a lawyer. He was the last medicine man in the family, but he was also the one that married myself and Nick. So I know nothing of the religious world, especially since my school made me hate it more than anything. I am a traditional Navajo woman, I don’t have a religion, just my culture and spirit.
Aside from that my sister and I don’t even look like were related, plus she’s an Aries and I don’t get along with those. Now if I hear that my mom says I’m writing all this, and I will say “really”, you went crying to my mom. It would just prove that you’re stalking me and still keep tabs on me. If not then I am just going to continue to be me! My sister to me never looked Navajo, to me I just saw her white daddy! The man she chose over my mom, especially when her dad was all about beating their wives and at some point sentenced to jail for rape, but to her, her dad can do no wrong. I know she is 75% Navajo, but she has never been into her own culture, like she just shunned it away.
I’ve heard of her going to peyote meetings, but I’m not sure now, because at one point I guess my sister chose to become a Mormon. Of course the kids followed, but I don’t think they really stick to their do’s and don’ts of being a mormon. So not sure what she is these days, but I know I stated that I do not belong to a religion, well that’s not entirely true. I am actually apart of the Satanic Temple, so of course my daughter loves to say “yeah, my mom is a satanist”. Proudly, because that is when I finally realized I am a person that walks the line between life and death. I am both good and evil, but probably more evil than anything. When I found TST I started to get better and I am more motivated than ever. You know she doesn’t even speak her language and I’m the disgrace!!!
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