What’s the first impression you want to give people?

Truthfully, I would have to say that I would like others to kind of fear me, because I just have that aura when you just see me as me. However, I have very small moments that I really show any emotions, but I do like to make people laugh and smile, just like my nickname “Joker”. The other impression that I enjoy is showing others that I am not your average female. I state this for the fact that my dad sort of raised me as a son, so I know a lot of things that many males should know. Besides my dad teaching me various things, I am also a person that likes to learn new things, so I am always using my brain.

Now the impression I hate to portray is the impression of being the sad, fucked up victim. I don’t need your pity, because I have been through too much shit and believe me I can get past whatever comes my way for I am a very strong person. If I wasn’t I would have offed myself many years ago, even after they booted me out. I am a person that is always prepared for various situations to go down. It’s like the Manchurian Candidate states “Battles are won, one war at a time and Battles are won, one bullet at a time. So there are battles you have to choose, but not all the time does it feel like you will win, but you tried. Overall I usually find out that to begin with, without speaking to me yet, people will tell me that I am pretty intimidating, so if I can portray that, then I have accomplished the point of meeting me. Like “Don’t Fuck with Me” or “Fuck around and find out!”