November Begins

Yes, it became the first on Saturday and now it is the 2nd day, or should I say Dia de los Muertos and I am already hating everything. It seems like this is the month that everything shitty happens to me, besides the trauma I experienced years ago, I will never forget what I have been through with being in the Army at this time, but this also happens to be the month, last year on the 30th I went to pick up my brother from prison in Douglas, AZ. I would have never thought that I would be someone that my brother Sonny would hurt the way that he did. That betrayal, I mean I had been writing him for years and sending him money when I could, but it seems that he thought I had a lot and wanted me to spoil him, when I had already paid for everything to get and stay the night in Tucson.

Today I honor my brother Ernie, who was always a big brother. Ernie would not like the way that you have disrespected me, Sonny! The first time that you got out last year in April was great and I was in love with that brother and then you get out last year at the end of the month in November, hugs me, and then tosses me aside for this one bitch. Plus Sonny, if you didn’t think I realized it, but I know you were not working out before getting out. Because when you did get out and I saw you, I seriously thought that you were a Meth head or Heroin addict. So I have more than one disappointment to deal with this month.